Old emails *sigh*

Isn't funny how you can forget the exact moment/reason you fell for someone...

Looking back at my inbox, and desperatley trying to delete a few whilst my mother dearest hogs the bathroom enlightened me. I can easily see why I liked him tbh, he was sweet, caring and funny as hell. And then on top of all of it he still was a complete nutter, which suits me down to the ground.

I don't know how we managed to take so long to get together properly. It still amazes me how I managed to stay out of his arms long enough to even begin to doubt the whole "us" thing. But doubt I did, and then many stupid lonely months the I spent without the spazz being as close as I wanted him. Just think 13.2 miles kept me away that long *hums Jaws theme song* Hehe. Not any more me thinks thats for sure.

I am unconditionally, unquestionably madly in love.

*hums*- Ba da ba ba ba I'm loving it.

xxx

Bless his ickle bubblewrap socks.

Dex&Becky.

Cos you wern't yourself honey

and you say I look like a duck... [qwack qwackkkkk dex the duck]

^.^

Why do I miss you.

FUCK YOU.

Don't you dare preach to me about "us". There is no fecking us.

I think your disgusting, the way you ignore me then say those words

I have eyes, perhaps you might catch them sometimes, instead of blanking me

Your meant to be a "friend" and a good one at that

You have a heart I'm sure

use it.

Yayyyy & Noooo.

Rrr. Weekend hath been a blur. I'm home now after spending 2 days ish in Shropshire, and have homework to catch up on...

Harper is amazing. All I could ever want in a uni is up near wales tucked in that campus. Labs, interesting lectures, Practical work that could make your head spin, amazing halls of residence, a student union so active there are boozers every other day, awesome facilities, sheep, cows, horses, pigs, reptiles, dogs,cats,rabbits,hamsters,degus,chincillas, toads/frogs, mice,rats, spiders,deer... I could go on. Seriously.

But tis about 3 1/2 hours away, and as much as I adore it, I don't want to loose my friends.

Spent half of the last day sitting in a room talking with 2nd/3rd years about how much they miss the guys back home, and how few have actually kept in contact with everyone they left behind.

I fecking miss you! and I don't think I could loose you like that.
xxx

Wordpress thingy...

http://herneverendingstory.wordpress.com/

Haven't finished filling the page with crap, but meh
xxx

Technically its not betrayl...

Yeah, I'm not moving but simply starting anew on wordpress. This blog will still be here, but reserved for private audiences and thoughts and feelings and the rest of the annoying side of becky.

Shan't move till I can be arsed though... For I love dear simple lovable blogger

<3

Tempted to move to wordpress...hmmm

There are 3 ladybirds on my window ^_^ as long as they don't get in the house I'm happy.
We don't get on all the time..they bite ¬_¬

mmm, really thinking about moving to wordpress cos theres so much more I want to do to my page. I might just pimp this one though, cos its sooo sexy. Yum

Went through my old/current blog today, the one that no one else has the link to. Its weird how much has changed since some of the old posts, but I suppose everything has changed for the better. Reminds me of old emotions and arguments though, it still hurts no matter how good things are now.

Meh. The past is the past, all I can do is remember and move foward.

Raping youtube atm. Keep remembering old bands that I loved, nice to hear them again

^_^ xxx